Poem Tribute  / Stormy Smith (2nd cousin )

Ashley Darling,

Ashley Dear,

We all wish you were still here!

If we could say some Magic words

to bring you home to us

then we would then we would

to say those words would be a must!

Ashley Come

Ashley Stay

here with us to satay and Play!

                                - I never held you close but that dose not help with the pain

                                  -Stormy

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You are in our thoughts and prayers  / Dawn, Kumit &. Kids (Friends)

Ron and Amanda,

We were so sorry to hear about your beloved daughter, Ashley. Our hearts are sad for both of you as well as for Ashley. We know words could never ease the sorrow that your hearts feel - we just want you to know that if you either one need a shoulder to cry on or a friend to talk to, we are here.

We are sorry we did not get to be a part of Ashleys life, she was a very beautiful little girl. You both did a great job!

With deepest sympathies -

Dawn, Kurmit, Zack and Heather (Your Friends)

 

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Happy 1st Birthday...  / Amanda Remark (Mommy)
      Hi Ashley honey.Happy 1st birthday to you.I hope you had a wonderful birthday in heaven today.I miss you and i wish you was here with your dad and i to celebrate your birthday.But our Father in heaven had bigger plans for you.I miss terriably and love you with all of my heart.Sorry i didn't make you a cake or nothing.Your dad is lied off and things are tight.In till he gets back to work which i hope soon.Well sweety mommy has to go.I love you and miss you so does your dad.G-night sweety.Happy birthday...XOXOXOXOXO Close

Hi sweety  / Amanda Remark (Mommy)
          Hi Ashley honey its mommy.I am feeling sad tonight.Your daddy just told me tonight he wants me to leave him.And i am scared.He still have blame his self for what happen to you.I know its not our fault and i try to tell your dad that too.When he starts thinking of you.Your daddy feels like he let you and i down.That i didn't get to hospital sooner.When you was born.I am trying to be strong Ashley for your dad and i.Its hard.I wish we had answer,but we don't.Only thing we know is that SIDS toke your life at 6 weeks and 2 days old.You had a whole life a head of you.I just pray your daddy didn't really mean it.I know he was out getting missed up.And i know when he gets that way he usually forget what was all that was said.I hope that is the case for tonight.
         I don't know what else to do.I know i alwayed have depression and i don't want it to get any worsed.I miss you and i think of you 24/7 a day.You lite up my life when you was here with us and brighten my day.I enjoy taking care of you.And i am thinkfull for having 6 weeks and 2 days with you by your dad and i everyday.I am going crazy here.Its not the same since you left us.We miss you Ashley honey & love you with our of our hearts,We don't know if we can love another as we do you.I believe you are here with us watching over us.Which i hope you are right now beside me as i am writing to you right now.Love you & you always be my little girl.HUGS & KISSES & alot I LOVE YOU coming your way.So does your daddy..

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Hi sweetheart.  / Amanda Remark (Mommy)

          Hi sweetheart.I sure do miss you here.I try to get on with my life,but you are all i think about.Sometimes i wish the lord toke me along with you and we be toghter.I just don't understand you healthy and just die.It's weird.Sorry but that bugs me alot.Your daddy misses you and love you dearly as i do.Your daddy is mad cause you are not here with us.To him you are all he ever wanted.I feel the same way.We waited 9yrs to have you.I can't blame him.I think we just need to know if you alright and it's not our fault.I know that.Your daddy still blams hisself.Which he shouldn't blame hisself you know.I just had to write to you and get some stuff of my chest.We love you with all of our heart.You are still the baby of the family..I send you our hugs and kisses and love your way.But if we do decide to have another baby.Just remeber our love for you will never change Ashley.Well i got to go and g-night.

                                        Love you:
                                               Mom & Dad

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I missed knowing her  / Eileen Reese (Some one who cares )

 we did not get to play,  I should have tried harder to visit sooner.

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Why oh Why????  / Amanda Remark (Mommy)
               Oh sweety your dad and I have question on Why this happen to us?Why you?It   apart that we have questions and no answer why.You are our world and you made it complete when you arrive to us.Every day we had with you was a blessing.We enjoy everyday with you sweety.We  you  so much and still this day u are still our world and we talk about you.It helps us to talk about you.Our love for you will never change.

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Yesterday u would be 6months old...  / Amanda Remark (Mommy)
           Hi sweety.Yesterday you would have turn 6 months old.What a precious time we would have.I miss you so much.It hurts me to know you are gone to heaven.Your daddy and i love you with all of our heart  Ashley honey.I wish i can have you here in my arms and watch you grow up.I feel cheated out of your life.Your my world.Well sweety mom and daddy loves you.Happy 6 months old yesterday.

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I Love U  / Amanda Remark (mommy)

                         Hi Ashley honey.I love you.Your dad is going though a rough time right now.He thinks i should not love him.Your dad goes bad things always happen.Honey i know you know that kind of stuff happens to everyone.I just have to keep remining your dad about that.I know u don't understand right now.And i know you are here with us.We love you.Our wourld has falling apart since you passed sweety.Me i can't stop looking at your picture and wonder how you would look now almost 6months on the 8th of next month.
      I never though of you leaving us this soon.I was looking forward of you growing up.Your dad and i have so much love to give you.
      I though i write to you since i haven't done it in a while.We love you see you soon.Remeber sweety we will be toghter again some day.And be happy once more...


                             Love:
                                 Mom & Dad

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I think of you 24/7  / Amanda Remark (Mommy)
            Hi sweety.I can't stop thinking of you.I think of you 24/7 a day.And i miss you in my life & your daddy life.You know your 2nd  cousin was here about 1 week ago.Stormy told me she saw you at night.All dress in white.And you was showing her that was you in that picture on the coffee table.I do believe that young kids can see angels.I wish i can have you back.I want you to know we love you and we miss you dearly.I keep you alive in my heart.But there are days the pain will come back of you being gone from your dad and i.You sleep in peace.And we be togther again 1 day.You,daddy and i be all togther again 1 day.
    Well sweety daddy and i love you.Send you our hugs and kisses your way.Be good and listen to the good lord above.


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