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This memorial website was created in the memory of our loved one, Ashley Remark who was born in Ohio on March 08, 2007.At Kettering Medical Center at 12:02pm.At 6lbs & 19inches long. and passed away on April 21, 2007 .At 8:58pm.At Dayton Childrens Hospital. We will always remember her
  
In August of last year.My husband and i found the news that i was diffenaly pregnant.After i had miscareage in 97.I was scared.But also happy that we fanilly was pregnant after 9 yrs of waiting.It was happy time of my life to know i was going to have you.Those was the long 9 months to waite to hold you for the 1st time. Finally you came on March 8,2007.I had to have a c-section.Your dad and i was so happy.Also blessed.The nurse broung you over out of my beely & i give you a kiss on your chick.Then the nurse toke you and weight you & got you clean up.Your dad just couldn't stand beening away from you.He saw you every chance he had.I had to waite to the following day to finally see you and hold you for the 1st time.I was nervous.The nurse Ashley that help deliever you was so kind and helpfull.She like you alot.Everyone in he nursey said you was a good baby & a an angel. Your grandma finally made it in that Friday at little after 12pm.She just was excited and happy also filled with joy.Grandma didn't even site down when she came to my room.She wanted to see you sweety.So your dad toke your grandma in to see you.She toke pictures of you.She stay intill Sunday.Finally Monday we got to bring you home the 1st time.You was a good baby rideing home in the car. We made it home at 4 hours before dark.And our lifes toghter started.You ate and sleep every 3 hours.That was our sch.I was with you 24/7 a day.And enjoy it.Later down the road it was in a routine.I enjoy taking care of you and having you in my arms.I watch you and look over at you and see if you was fine.I keeped my eye on you.I never let you out my sight.Your dad try to help when he can,also he wanted to learn to hold you.Be part of your life.Everyday at lunch you waited for you dad to get home.He came in and give you kisses alot of them.I did everyday kiss you and tell you how much we love you.We had good times and your dad and i enjoy those times.I will never forget one night you and i slept though the whole night.But i keep on checking on you every 10 minutes.You light up our life.You are our world and all we ever wanted. Then about 6 weeks and 2 days later a awarfying night.All of sudden you started to loose your breath after i got your clean diaper on and got a leg in your outfit.I toke of your outfit and pick you up and started to call 911.I was scared and tearfy of loosing you.The operator told me to get your dad and start CPR on you.It toke me 3 times to get him in the house.But as soon as he did get in.He pick you up right away and started CPR.Your dad had you breathing 3rd of the way on your own.Then the amblance came and toke you to the Dayton Children's Hospital.They work on you for half an hour after you arrive.They give you something to get your heart back to beating again.But that didn't work.They said i could go in and be with you.But i couldn't do it.I just couldn't.I wanted to.
Finally your dad and i made it in there the last 15 minutes before the prounce you died at 8:58pm on a Saturday night.
Your dad and i world just feel apart.Our hearts was broken.You was all we ever wanted.You are our life,pride and joy.You mean alot to us.We had plans for you and was ready to see you grow-up.See you would be come in the future.Now those dreams are shadder and our precious daughter is gone.We love you with all of our heart.Family and friends love you.You will never be forgotten.We will keep you alive in our hearts and our daily lives.
I will always miss my little baby Ashley
She is in Heaven but I believe she is with me all the time.
If I could walk up a rainbow and
ask God to let my little Angel come back
And play with me just one more time…
I would.


 

 
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